thejessiekins

i am the jessie.  i am 19.  i love to type in all lowercase.  i am wierd, but actually quite predictable and routine, once you get to know me.  i am my own person.  i strive for uniqueness.  this means i don't want to be like you.  i have a myspace that i {l-i-v-e} on, although i'm starting to get tired of it.  the url for it is http://www.myspace.com/thejessiekins.  i will soon be starting college.  is that not a scary thought??  i don't act the way i'm told to, and i don't believe a word i hear.  i love to write, but i keep most of what i write to myself.  I love to draw.  there is just something about leaving an imprint of myself on paper, i guess.  i question all the things i have grown up believing.  a side effect of this is that i have become a very confused being.  i like myself that way.  i love to think my thoughts caoticly.  i am comfortable with the fact that i will never be able to break who i am down into a few sentences.  you will never understand me, and neither will i.  there is a certain beauty in that, i like to think.