Stephanie

And i have been up since 6am.... thanks to people waking me up... but then i had to be out the house and on my way to north london by 8am so that i could be at the auditions by 10am.

We got there right on time, went through all the first bit and it was all so organised but i really was shitting myself by the point where we were queing for the improv.

There were this group of people in front of us who were pretty awesome actually, and we were in their group for that next round... then we kinda left before we spoke further which kinda sucks coz it woulda been cool to stay in touch but Olivia was very ill so we deal with it.

We got out the auditions quite early tbh so we made our way back to Victoria station, got 'lunch' [at like, 11am] and waited around coz we decided we might as well meet Ele, Emi, Emy, Skeens, Jack, Ben and Steve as they were coming London.

A description of moi

so why does he have to lie?
why?
seriously, if there is one thing i hate it is fucking liars
and he keeps doing it
over and over and over
making me hate him

It's like i'm even forgetting what he looked like.
I haven't seen him since October, and i never will see him again
and because of this and my awful memory i know that by this October his face will be all fuzzy and changed and different and meh.
How lame.

Argh. I hate being sick, i've been constantly tired and dizzy for the past week and now i have all the cold shizz going on as well. After school i just come home and nap. In the common room today at school i was asleep in the chair until Nazia went 'AWWWWWWW' right in my face.