I really don't feel healthy right now. My throat is burning and itching, and my stomach feels like it's going to just shove everything upward. It's not a very pleasant feeling, let me tell you.

I need to make social plans soon. I might get all crazy and whatnot, being held up in this place, with close to zero breathing space, what, with my sister's prego belly exploding out of her toreso. I mean, I know I did something social last weekend, but I feel like being social all the time, and I hate when there's nobody anywhere to talk to. Ugh. Weekends are the worst.

I need to go to a show. Live music seems to be the best cure for... whatever it is I'm experiencing.

Also, there's this girl. Well, a few. I tend to like more than one person at a time, which is probably a side-affect of not ever having a girlfriend, or any essense of a special-someone.

I think I'll "lurk" (as Myles so un-creepily puts it) later, and maybe find some friends who will enjoy reading my nonsense.

I really like movies with cheerleaders. They're all so athletic.

Have you ever wondered how many people think about you, and how often?

Have you ever been so bored, that you just imagined scenarios in your head of different things happening, all equally catostrophic?

Have you ever felt like your brain was throbbing so much, that your skull would just give, and your head would explode?

Have you ever been attracted to someone so greatly, but you didn't even try anything, because you knew that they were far out of your league?

Have you ever felt like you couldn't do something, even though you had to, and when you tried, all of your happiness just drained?

Have you ever sat in a room by yourself, in total silence, but wanted to hear something loud, something new, and be assaulted by it?

I have.

=Darrin