Yeah it's not easy, I got treated like a retard because I had hearing aids when I was younger and kids are mean. Now most people don't know unless I tell them.
Once upon a time, Dylan Gregory went through a Casualties phase. Chasity just happened to be obsessed with pink hair dye at the time. and hilarity ensues.
i've been having some problems lately. not eating, listening to depressing music, sleeping all the time. you know, normal teenage angst. but the thing is i shouldn't be like this at all, i'm happier than i have been in a long time. which makes me wonder, will i ever just let myself be happy and normal? or do i always have to invent something to be upset about? i think a lot has to do with the fact that i don't know myself, at all. i have no idea what i want. i'm always complaining about how much i want to be in a good relationship but when given the opportunity to i second guess it. i'm not sure its what i want, if he's what i want, etc. i start to find flaws in everything. if i can't find them in the other person, i'll find them in myself. things like "he's too good for you" "you don't deserve him" "he could do better" blah dee blah blah. and i don't even know WHY i do this. i've been trying so much harder to love myself and i think i've succeeded in that. but i also think it may have backfired, now i love myself but don't think that anyone else should. i haven't been taking my meds.
fell asleep repeatedly in first hour from all the meds i've been taking, then we had shortened periods so we could go to a two hour long convocation of this guy telling us depressing stories. i'm pretty sure his life sucks like none other.
