so when you were little you thought that the worst thing that could happen to you was that you fell down and scraped your knee...or maybe even that billy found out you had for the hots for him (which of course deserves death via hot coals)...and then you become a junior high kid where if you dont have the right color of adidas or nikes...onto high school where everthing is a life or death matter from the color of your hair to the car you drive to weather or not you can go to cancun for spring break...looking back life was simplier and happier being nieve to money and its evils...im a 21 year old girl whos trying to pay for college, move to a different country, keep up a long distance relationship, and find a job. -laughs- life was easy with a plate full of musts... this isnt going to be a blog full of misory but an account of everyday life...well not everyday for me but whenever i can get to a computer...im hoping to cronicle my journey from indianapolis indiana to honolulu hawaii and my job on a unnamed cruise ship to fashion school in toronto ontorio canada...i have alot of questions about life but i hate asking them...im new to being on my own but oh well ill survive...if you want to listen or to tell me im an idiot...i dont mind
so on monday i leave for canada not to stay just to visit and meet my boyfriend for the first time... we've been dating for almost 3 months and ive never met him...yes its crazy but i love him and i know hes the one for me...ive never had trust in a relationship before and i trust him completely... i dont actually feel like talking much tonight crazy things are in the air...
