okay...so my REAL name is Natasha Melissa Cherese Chloe Holmes.
I called myself MEL C because my middle names get no love whatsoever.
I'm 20 years old and i live in Brooklyn.
it's not a Dream, it's a Reality when i say that i'm going to be a SuperModel.I want to get intouch with my artistic/ creative side by dipping my heart into Fashion Designs/ Makeup Artist.
When i become famous/ rich, i want to move my mom and future family to Brooklyn Heights. i love that area.
i love to chill with my friends...i love them to death.
i love uber and all, but i have moved back to BLOGSPOT.COM i can keep up with uber, but i dont feel the love here anymore.... so i have moved to BLOGSPOT.COM
i'm so fucked up in the head right now, it's not even funny. i feel like i've been played so hard. i just want to fucking kill somebody and worry about the consequences later. if i ever catch this bitch in the street, she is so dead. i want to bash her head into a freaking pole. it's like, i didn't mind that he played me for so chick that is the same age as me, but he played me for some minor that probably turned 17! dude, you're 20 years old, it's like come on. you're a fucking hypocrite. i cant trust you anymore. i use to trust your every word, and now, it's like your just talking SHIT to me. i hear you, but i don't believe one word that comes out of your mouth.
it's so fucking hard. i thought i would of been able to get pass it , being that he told me the bad news yesterday, but it's like as the days go by, it gets worst and worst. i don't know what to do. all i know is that i don't need this! you said your ego was going to be fucked up and what not. what about mine! you're a fucked up person that need to reevaluate every move/step/thought that is being made!
I got a job at Jamba Juice people! I'm going to be working my ass off this summer! i can't wait to go in and work at Jamba. it wil be a new experience for me! I just cant wait!
I don't think i ever told you guys that i love Nicole Richie. Well I'm saying it today. This chick has been cooler than cool since The Simple Life days. Nicole was a much chunkier chick, with her stringy long blonde locks with pieces of black, red, pink, or any color hair! but since she had her daughter Harlow, I have to admit, she cleaned up pretty better. I always and never stopped loving Nic's style.though her image of being this pin thin stick figure brought negativity to the media's eye, I've always found her to be so cute! and the hair, please dont get me started with the hair. i just love. all I can say is that Nicole is the girl of the moment!
So one of my myspace friends have this tattoo that i wanted. it's behind her ear though. i still love it. i might get it on my inner wrist! or maybe behind my neck. i just want a freaking tattoo!
SO since the Summer didn't start yet, meaning all the kids form high school are let out for the summer, I have to find a job ASAP, before all those high schoolers take up every freaking job out there. So yesterday i went on an interview for Jamba Juice. I nailed it! now i have a 2nd intereview coming up i cant wait!
So I've been on the quest to get a tattoo for the summer. Buy I said that the only way I can get it is if i get a job. i don't want to be spending unnecessary money that i don't have. I'm really on a budget. so I've been looking at diferent tattoos and different font styles. i just want one really bad!
Now I know I say all the time that I love Kim Kardashian. How I'm always on the Kardashians' side for anything that goes down. But I'm gonna have to side with TMZ on this one. It was reported that Kim gets paid 25,000$ for appearing at parties. It seem as though all she does is stand around, take pix with peoples cameras, and do some dumb dance moves! i don't think so kimmy.
This weather sucks. 1st it's sunny, then it's rainning, then it gets really hot, and at nights it sometimes gets cold. what is up with that! I can't wait until it gets cold again. i just love winter. I'm sorry to rush the year guys, but i can't wait until December! snuggle up under my blankets, drinking hot coffee and have brutal snow fights. ahhhh i love Winter!
What is going on. Is it me or The Hills just got really wack! Yes it is! Every time you turn around, they always get into a new fight! whatever! what's up with Lauren. Did she get some type of makeover or something! looking all fashion forward! Kinda!
I know she has a "clothing line" ( if you ask me, i think they are giving clothing lines away like flyers) but to me she still doesn't have any style. the only person that has some style is whitney. girls, give it up and after the 4th season, just quit. i had enough of you guys. I've been watching these kids since Laguna Beach. and that was since 2004. stop it already and get some real jobs!
