ugh... my life has been so crazy lately, between the drama with:
a) my crazy drug addict brother, with baby mama drama b) finding a place to live c) getting a co-signer for a place d) having certain anonymous kids ignore me d) my father fucking pissing me off from left to right e) starting school
i am pretty fucking worn out. Plus i can not go 3 hours with out getting into an arguement with someone (AKA DER VATER). It sucks.
Pretty soon i'm going to have to work 30+ hours just to stay afloat.. blah. HEY HEY! lets not forget about doing school full time too!
Fuck. It sucks being broke. Oh well, at least i can get drunk every day and take the muni, which is the best part about SF. I should be heading back soon, saturday i think.Anyway I fucking hate complaining so i'll stop!
On a positive note! Heres a ditty i've been working on lately:
Last friday i had the pleasure of meeting up with some random peeps to do a little number on Mission St where i played a radioactive amy winehouse zombie.
Fyler
Even though i didn't remember all of their names (which is terrible, because i liked everyone), i had a blast! The play was so much fun, it had a lot of catchy dialog and it was Ralph Hoy's first debut as a director. The afterparty was fun as well, but unfortunately i couldn't stay... although i was lucky enough to catch one of the guys' myspace (which is also worth looking at).
So me and B-wing came up to SF around the 29th for gay pride
Ha ha we had a lot of fun. Later that week we also traveled to visit a "friend" of ours through our secret club which is so secret that i can't believe i even talked about it. Oh my!
Okay. Its really not that secret, but whatever. There's some more footage of the Gay Day Parade after the jump-
Wow.... things have been so crazy lately. I came down here for Gay Pride and ended up staying another week to look for jobs....
Some friends with some...ladies?
but instead i kinda slacked off with Bronwyn. Good news tho is that the one day i went to go apply at places i got called back by every single one but Bare Escentuals (the lady there didn't look too friendly anyway..)! So thats exciting :)
Blah, on a random note i didn't bring my phone connector with me, so i don't have any pictures to post for now! Lame i know... expect a major update soon.
Also me and stevezie have been looking for places... we might settle for one downtown but i dunno. Its crazy moving out for the first time. Its also pretty crazy moving in with my boyfriend... haha never ever in a million years i thought i would do that. I think its better though, since i might end up having two jobs AND go to school, i doubt i'd be able to see him otherwise. Anyway, more later!
In SF with Bronwynite, visiting Steve and doing other stuff while i'm here. Hopefully i'll be able to find a job + me and <3 are looking for appartments. Wish me luck! More pictures and updates later.
Sometimes, no matter how much time passes, or when things fall apart, you can never truely abandon the people you know.
I hurt myself today To see if i still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But i remember everything What have i become? My sweetest friend Everyone i know Goes away in the end...
You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear my crown of shit
On my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stain of time The feeling disappears You are someone else
