Kat

you are, my reason
You are the air I'm breathing
Ask who's in my heart, you are you are

This is so crazy. Since Sunday night, I have been in a complete disseray. First of all J2 visited for memorial day weekend. She's my best friend and we met online like four plus years ago. Now, we're like best friends. The thing is we txtd her brother playing a joke on him and now I like him. We've been txting for like three days non stop with each other. The only thing is, he thinks I'm some girl named Lacie, which isn't true. This sucks. Stupid txting jokes. This is like some sort of movie and really dumb! Why can't life ever work out perfectly? I have no idea.

In less than 2 hours, I'll be walking across the stage and accepting my high school diploma. This is scary shit. I got my hair cut today. Not a major change, BUT I did get some layers put in it. I'm growing it out this summer. Hopefully, it won't look so BLAH anymore. Senior all night party tonight. Then 2-4 orientation tomorrow for college. working 5 to close! THEN J comes for the weekend! OMG! Can't wait to finally meet her :D

Peace out boys and girls.

PS. anyone else graduating this year?

School's out, scream and shout! I don't have to go back to high school anymore! I'm officially out and walking across the stage on Wed at one of the local churches along with the 300 other kids graduating. I'm very excited. This week is really packed and super busy. J2 is coming from PA for the memorial weekend and my graduation open house! I'm really excited, because we've never met and we've been best friends for like 3 years now. Kinda crazy. L is coming to my open house and I'm really excited. A2 will be there as well. N said he's going to try and come up from TN for my open house too. I'm really excited. More drama on the inside.

normal. hah.

Tomorrow is officially my last day of high school. It's going to be weird leaving that building for the last time. It's been such a part of my daily routine for the past four school years. L came home finally and we hung out today. We counted the change in my change tin and it totaled over $45, which I thought was impressive. I'm saving up that change for my gas money when I go see J's band play in Ohio. They're coming finally to play from the UK. I missed them last summer, which sucks. Sometimes I'm confused about where J and I stand, but oh well. He lives too far away honestly for me to think about that. I should find a right nice boy where I live, but I HIGHLY doubt that will happen.

smile. i love you. :]

Washington DC. Took my cousin to go see the Kanye West Glow in the Dark tour. To be honest, I really didn't think it was going to be that good of a show. Kanye is definitely not one of my favorite people in the world, but I have to admit that he gave a really kick ass performance. For his entire setlist, I give him an A+. Rihanna was really good too, but I'd only give her an A-. The one thing that really disappointed me about her set list was the fact that she didn't play "Shut Up and Drive". Other than that it was awesome!

cousins for life

CRAZY.

working 30 hours this week.
three huge class projects
math test this week
have to get my hair cut
need to get it dyed too
going to washington dc for a show
going off on 3 1/2 hours of sleep
don't know how i'm going to survive this night
need sleep.

I've been listening a lot to Avril acoustically on YouTube and realized how much I seriously love some of her stuff. Some of it just makes me melt. It can describe so well stuff I feel, but at the same time I know it can just be whinny chick music. I know J doesn't like me and never will haha. So I guess I'm going to give R a chance and see where that goes :] <3