so I haven''t been online & i dont really care haha i've been so busy but mostly with things that make me smile (: thank god things are now fine with all of my ffriends and i'm over what people say and what they think of me, i'm gonna do what makes me happy. well since last time i wrote the blog i realized i'm inlove again xD..i know it seems sudden but i just love him so freaking much and yes, it's been annoying that the whole school knows we've got something going on and keep asking me if we're going back but i don't really care. i have to say i love matthew<3. He's so sweet and last week we went to the spring carnival and knowing that all his grade was there, he said on the speakers that he loved me.

and well it does annoy me that his ex is calling me a whore because i didn;'t even do anything but eh sooner or later she'll get over herself. I'm soo tired, this week has been exhausting, including the day ii was sick. and the stupid councelor called my mom to tell her that i was giving excessive pda with my boyfriend. and i'm like wth.. i don't even have a boyfriend so stfu. and this weekend is packed. today i was gonna sleep, but instead kevin came over and yuss it was fun but i'm so tired and karla is comming over tomorrow like at 11 because matt & sophie are picking us up to go to a concert near their house and i'm spending the whole day there and then on sunday i have to go to the beach. idk how i'm gonna stand next week, specially with spirit week & all but what i'm most worried about is that the stupid geometry teacher called my mom>.< i'm probably getting grounded but for now she's fine, but she's probably blamming it on my friends, or anything OH CRAP. I'm so sleepy but at the same time excited for tomorrow haha today was fun, we did stupid crap and laghed all along XD

I think i'm going to bed now (: