it's been so busy lately, therefore no updates. thanks for all of the friend requests and stuff. how are all of you guys? hope you're having a good summer.
got up early this morning, and went for a long walk in the sun. then i went back home and had breakfast with my sister and her friend. waffles are the best. after that i went to work and worked for only four hours, that was nice. when i got off i went to meet up with heather and we went to a café and had dinner. can't wait til' i'm gonna go and visit her in san francisco when she's at college this fall. after dinner we went for a walk and then i went home and watched an episode of prison break. that show is fucking killing me, its too exciting.
and now i'm just sitting in front of my computer and looking for clothes, shoes and some furniture i'll buy when i get my next salary, which is on friday. i have so much i need to shop, especially for the apartment i'm moving to by myself, it's huge. but for now i just ordered a t-shirt in memory of heath ledger.
my birthday is coming up in 11 days, and like every year i have a hard time sleeping cause' i'm trying to figure out what i'm gonna get, it's like that for me even when my sister is having her birthday. haha silly i know, i need to grow up. my mom is planning this big dinner with all kinds of food, all i know is sushi and tapas for now. and after dinner we're having a party at my house, and later we'll probably be going to a club. it's gonna be so great to finally turn 20, because over here in sweden you're only allowed to buy alcohol at bars and clubs when you're 18, but when you turn 20 you're allowed to buy it at the stores. and that's probably what i'll do the first thing in the morning on my birthday, go out and buy a bottle of wine! (if i don't have to show my ID, i'll be pissed, haha)
1. my best friends linda and sofia from gothenburg are coming here for my 20th birthday. and my dad, also from gothenburg, is coming. 2. hanson day. 3. amsterdam. 4. i'm getting my own apartment. 5. karolin is coming home from barcelona, haven't seen her in over 6 months. 6. the yran festival in my city. the justice show will be crazy. 7. hopefully hanson tour in europe.
Sofia - "I'm one who gets influenced by all the media and one who makes it a part of my reality understanding. I get frustraded over that reality doesn't always fit my imagination of how things are, I have movies as my frame of reference. A fiction that becomes a reality which is impossible to achieve? Maybe that's why me and my friends take so many fuckin' photos when we're out partying to later on put them out on the internet and write something clever about it, to make our life appear interesting. Just like in the movies we cut it together to stories worth to tell. Am I staging my life? It's not so strange that I sometimes feel like some bad actress in a b-movie, or a spectator who's watching. A big step to try start living in the present should definetly be an attempt to stop all of this ... but at the same time, how fun would it get?"
My great grandmother, my mom's grandmother that is, passed away today. She was 95 years old. I hate losing the people I love. See you on the other side some day.
