~[[Domi-Deuces]]~

so not gonna lie.. summer hasnt been all that bad yet. i have alot of things to be doing, and so far i've been doing a pretty good job at keeping up with my schedule.

i've got lots of interviews for jobs coming up and i'm either planning to work one full time job or two part time jobs. ~im still hoping for one at starbucks... lol~ i've been studying for my ACT ~june 14~ and for my SAT. My suit that i ordered just came in and i look amazing in it. I'll need it for Boys' State that im leaving for on june 15.

the only issue is that i've been sleeping waaaaaaay too much. im usually a person who cant stay asleep past about 6 in the morning. but lately i havent been getting out of bed until 10 or 12. wouldnt say im depressed, but im lacking the will to get out of bed and do stuff ~not laziness~. i dunno summer is good so far. i've been having fun. its been nice to relax and only have half the stress that i'd normally have.

Anyways.. I'm meeting my friend at 12 so i have to go take a shower and get dressed and such. Bye!

so i cant believe it. tomorrow's the last day. said goodbye to all my senior friends that i know i wont get to see during the summer. gave out lots of hugs, had a huge migraine in my last class, and watched kill bill with mary.

i'm getting more and more upset as it gets closer to summer cuz im realizing that i really dont have much time to hang out with mary anymore. she'll be gone for good in july or august and i'm stuck with an empty bff slot. im scared for this summer and next year, im already stressed out, and i dont think im ready.

also. a boy at my school named josh castagno got in a huge crash this morning on his way home from a trip. hes a senior this year and only had two more days before he could be done. the driver, Ashley, fell asleep, swerved, and they flipped. Ashley's little brother died in the crash and Josh broke his spine. He's out in Salt Lake City right now and is in a coma at the moment. The doctors are unsure if he'll make it, and if he does he's most likely permenantly paralyzed.

its sad that a great kid like him has this happen to him. I'm sure Ashley's going to have an impossibly hard time for the rest of her life ever getting over this. She fell asleep, and her little brother died and her best friend may either die or be paralyzed. I hope to everything that Josh makes it, its just not fair. really its not.

if you guys believe in god.. or whatever... please pray. i may not believe that that works but, who knows.. maybe it does.

sooooo as the title says. its the last week of school and im hella sad.

oh... but first: i managed to make it through last week ~obviously~ and instead of getting sunburnt over the weekend it snowed at our cabin. haha ~not fun~ i HATE snow.

ANYWAYS. so i took my jazz band final.. easy. my brain was fried in pre calc. and the other classes i dont even have to worry about. so.. i pretty much dont like signing yearbooks. i dont know why. and its really annoying cuz today i had to sign like 50. ugh. im sure thats gonna be the amount for each day of the rest of this week. i dunno. but i wrote mean/funny stuff in most of them. i suck at recalling things that i've done with that specific person so half the time i just make stuff up. LOLZ

today was lovely.

got in a huge fight with my sociology teacher, i TOTALLY got the last word though, makes me happy. haha.

ran off to the store when i was supposed to be in class.

had an interesting SADD assembly. no one took it seriously sadly and that pissed off mrs. pirtle a ton.

omg.. TOTALLY watched the first pokemon movie today.. it was super hot. lol jk. me and mary were going though my old stuff and we found it. so we sat down and nerded out for a while. XD

then ran into town and so on for a while

so i just recently realized today's my dad's birthday. he lives in las vegas. i like.... NEVER see him or talk to him. so i dont really see the point in calling him today. he doesnt call me on mine. doesnt send stuff.. or anything like that.

i dunno.. im constantly being asked if im alright with that whole... subject of not having a father. and it seriously doesnt bother me. i just... am happy with not having the relationship so i cant get hurt.

ANYWAYS today actually wasnt so bad. this is gonna be a stressful week:

tomorrow- im staying up all night making a video for english. that should be TONS OF FUN... yeah.. no

thursday- makeup ap government test ~ i was in new orleans when the first one was given~ then i have to go to the movies with manda.

friday- have to pack and drive for hours to a place called belmont nevada and get hella sunburnt

i know it doesnt sound all that bad.. but believe me.. this week is gonna take alot out of me.

so not gonna lie.. today had alot of stuff going on.

i dont know why i put in my title it was stressful though.. because actually it wasnt stessing at all, just jam packed. almost all my classes have me doing in class projects now, no more homework for the rest of the year ~thank the lord that i dont believe in~ but being up on my feet ALL DAY LONG doing stuff when you're used to falling asleep in your desk every day seems to take alot out of you. in the end though.. it was all fun

and see.. im the type of guy who likes to go home after school, take a nap, maybe watch a movie while i lay down, and then get up and finish my day. ESPECIALLY on days like today. but instead mary and i ran home to my house super fast, ATE CHOCOLATE. haha. then ran into town and started powershopping.

powershopping (n.) pow-ur-shaw-peeng: to run around with your best friend to all the places in your town that sells clothes, pick out armfulls of clothes, try them on, come out of the changing rooms and show eachother, then not buying anything, promising the clerks you'll be back another day to buy them.