Favorite Bands:
elvis costello, lou reed, public image limited, television personalities, babyshambles, the adverts
Favorite Films:
dogday afternoon, usual suspects, taxi driver, pulp fiction, lolita [97'], bully, transpotting, lick the star, thirteen, the virgin suicides, this is england + JOHN WATERS & RUSS MEYER'S GIRLFRIENDS // (_ SHANE MEADOWS, DANNY BOYLE, TODD HAYNES, VINCENT GALLO, ASIA ARGENTO)
Favorite Books:
jack black, boris vian, william s. burroughs, arthur miller, john fante, françoise sagan, louis ferdinand celine, stephane mallarme, louis aragon, huysmans, truman capote, samuel beckett, joyce carol oates, charles burns, maureen mevded, dorota maslowska, kathy acker, david wojnarowicz + FAMOUS JUNKIES & THE DADA TEAM
Favorite TV Shows:
dirt & californication
Favorite Artists:
POP ART
Heroes:
PAUL SIMONON
I Want to Party With:
pete doherty
Vices:
cosmopolitan
Current Crush:
FREJA BEHA
Final Words:
i started something i couldn't finish
Things are getting worse. I've no idea of what i need. Too confused to be honest. Lack of time, my last chance to hide these feelings i can't deny. There's something wrong with me. About the way i act and all my psychotic tricks. They said my disorders are not so serious but enough to be touched by an angel. You know, unhealthy fascination for those you name beautiful losers. Help them or kill them. Whatever. But please don't tell me it's so cool to be an ex-alcoholic. Funny days over the rainbow, my life's a mess and i just want the cloudy sky to fade away. One more time, bad attitudes. I'm such a liar when i smile. Why is it so easy to laugh when my heart cries? Cause i've no reason to give it up. Scream if you wanna go faster, baby. But I'm not ready yet.
HERO'S ON THE HEROINE HE'S FLYING OVER SPAIN SUPERMODEL BABY'S ON THE RAMPAGE ALL IN STAINS O I LOVE TO TOUCH YOUR MIND WHEN I SIT IN YOUR CAR COCA COLA'S BABY'S SIGNING AUTOGRAPHS ON MARS
Who really cares? Old stories i try to forget, my head hurts so much. Watching stupid movies with stupid whores actresses. Cherry Coke on my sofa, i think i'm ready to sleep. A guy send an email to me. About things i wrote and so on. Kinda mystery, you know. Drugs and alcohol, perfect hangouts with dirty boys. Definitely not. In fact i'm so boring...you can't imagine.
13rd 10.45 pm. awaken from a bad bad dream. thinking of tomorrow which never comes. hip hop is dead murder the dj. old tune coming from my radio. empty shit but i like it.
i saw my mate yesterday. black mamba coming a few hours. talking about past and future. things that we did, mistakes and lucky days. actually i needed to see him. i suppose you know what it is. being so worried about someone that you don't know how to help. probably things gonna be alright. but i can't stand being so depressed about that fucking stuff. 'cause he lied to me. always. and i don't know if he's still honest with me. even though i heard the truth once. something's missing. something's broken. forever.
heroine JOHN WATERS the velvet underground URBAN OUTFITTERS serge gainsbourg eye toon CALIFORNICATION jerry abrams larry clark BORIS VIAN the slits russ meyer & his friends* lolita COMIC STRIPS british punk georg trakl cigarette smoke ken kesey CULTURE SLUT junk food DANNY BOYLE independent film_ vynils COURTNEY LOVE ♥ william s. burroughs bonus tracks lili marlene ALL STARS CONVERSE charles burns super8 home movies GRACE SLICK ketch coco dada beat generation & cie prozac nation jena malone F R E N C H . DOG . B L U E S elvis costello THE DECEMBERISTS terry richardson
