Favorite Bands:
allman bros, dylan, hendrix,oasis,atmosphere,...tons pretty much everything
Favorite Films:
juno
across the universe
Moulan Rouge
Jurassic park trilogy
cheech and chong
Monty Python movies
im not there
the US vs. John lennon
festival express
beatles yellow submarine
Favorite Books:
books i want to read: east of eden
my revolution by hari kunzru
hawaii by james a michner
american tragedy by theodor drieser
little women jane austen
little men jane austen
grapes of wrath
the patriot
the house of seven gabels
cain mutainy
the glorious cause
Favorite Video Games:
none
Favorite TV Shows:
i don't watch television...look what its influence does to our society....ugh!
Favorite Hang Outs:
whatever floats my boat
Favorite Artists:
many many many
Heroes:
my Brother ALex, cuz he put up with alot in his short life.
5 Items I Can't Live Without:
Music, water, JARED, Cell..totally cliche i dont even use it unless im calling jared, and art
I Want to Party With:
i hear dr king jr was a partier
I Am Here For: friends
Sexual Orientation: straight
Ethnicity: white_caucasian
Relationship Status: in_relationship
Religion: christian_other
Into:
beauty art, clothing,
Occupation:
clerk at the italian bakery
Makes Me Happy:
jared...sunny days....people who are ok with themselves...
Makes Me Sad:
hurting...depression....when others wont accept you.....
Most Humbling Moment:
is this like an embarrasing moment? or just one where it made you take back someting you said
Final Words:
dont follow the crowd, be yourself you'll be much happier.
ok so im totally excited im going away to college in like 6 weeks and my grandpa is paying for everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i will finally be done with this stupid job at the bakery! I think if i ever see a donut again i'll scream!
oh and im getting a new laptop! the only catch is ..is that i have to ask my cousin sam about which computer to buy...they know alot about computers because his dad was like CEO (or something like that i don't quite know) of microsoft. so yeah ...but i really want a macbook pro
what a beauty..ugh i really need a new one... this one is soooooooooooo slow!
oh and so next summer im going to sign up for ukraine! im totally excited! and i think im going to try and get a job at Trout lake camp! which is totally awesome ...or maybe at another camp farther away!
then the summer after that i hope to go with youth works! that would be amazing!
and then i found about this trip that is 11 months long and you visit 11 countries...but its 13000 dollars so we'll see what happens
jared and i broke up..:( not happy about this but it had to happen i guess
then i got a parking ticket...ugh! just for working
then i got caught up in the sex scandal at work....not happy at all about this and there mad at me because i accidentally caught them
and now both are pestering me and feeding me lies about waht is happening..but i know the truth ..im not an idiot and when one brings up the exactthing you were thinking about (this is the clues i should have taken before) with out even knowing if you were thinking about it and already tries to tell you its not what you think...then yeah your guilty.
so thats a piss thing..
oh and i gave my boss an order for the wrong day..so it was made two days before he actually needed it.....piss
oh and i couldn't get a campsite for this weekend....:( bummer...
ok but anyways any of you girls like to file your nails out there ...get a glass nail file! you will never go back to those stupid sandpaper and foam ones! believe me!
oh the flip side im allowed to have friends over on saturday when my rents leave and im going to boondocks tomorrow to get his monster pizza..its called the mama mia pizza and the toppings are supposed to be 2 inches high! YUM!
but im taking like 5 guys with me so i wonder if i'll even get a piece
haha
oh well
oh and the good news ..ive lost 12 lb.s! this is sooooo totally awesome so now i have only like 8 pounds to get to my previous weight so yeah!maybe i'll try to get to 115 also that would be a nice goal! definatly
Ok so ive been in this relationship for over a year now and i truly love the guy. but were in the stage that means its time to stop acting like kids and chose for ourself if we can actually stand being with each other for ever or if our serious differences will drive us apart in the end.
The thing is we would be great together because we both would make it last. We would never stop loving each other and we both want tons of kids and we have the same faith.
The problem...Im an etreme extrovert and he is an extreme introvert. He wants to live here forever i could probably live anywhere but here. i mean even to another town an hour away and i would be good. And were going to different colleges and im going in to a ministry college and he is going to a photography college.
But being in a relationship you have to compromise. Nothing wil ever be perfect but nothing will never not go sorta both ways. But i guess we need to see if we can still love each other even though we have some severe differences.
its the make or break tonight
i will either be in a relationship tonight or out of one....but both will be mutual. ugh!
i am ascertaining my true purpose to shake as many as i can to the core and help them realize what they are doing to themselves. my job is to walk quietly with a big stick with which i can bring those entranced barreling back to solid ground.
That's so cool! Did you go to the Dylan Fest? His birthday was on Saturday. Sadly- I didn't hear about any going on here in LA. You people in Minnesota and NYC have it made! :) xo, Jody
wow sounds amazing going there! i don't know how that works, but i guess you should stay the time you need to learn as much as you can. good luck with it! and well, for me high school has neves been quite difficult, and i think that's why everyone expects a big and difficult career from me, but i'm totally sure that what i want to do is be an actress. the problem is that here there're not much good opportunities for it, and as my parents don't like it they probably won't help me paying studies abroad (i'd love to study in the usa) if i don't pick anything else... luckily, i've got two years to try and convince them :P
Allman Brothers? YES! I love your taste in music. And that's so cool that you are knitting a dress. Be sure to post a picture of it when you finish it. Anyways...thanks for the request and hope to talk soon! xoxo, WYA
heey! how's everything? i read you want to become a fashion designer, that's amazing GOOD LUCK with it! =D it's just great when you realise what you wanna do the rest of your life! do you know the school you want to study?
actually, i really do want to go into managment in the fashion industry. but ah yes, i have still a few years to decide :) thanks! ill need the luck lol. I know that i'll have to work my way up if i want to end up working for a big well known fashion company/name. ah yeah, thats the unfortunate thing. the whole fashion industry has turned into such a competitive business, that it seems difficult to make it. but i do wish you the best of luck and wishes with this! everything and a lot of schools are so expensive :/ im just not filthy rich enough to go to any school i want to :/ haha but i get watcha mean.
Thats nifty. Where do you plan on going to get into fashion design? & im not really sure yet. Phsycology appeals to me, but so does photography, journalism, photojournalism, fashion management, being in the fashion industry in general! :) i dont think those last few are very realistic though, its awfully hard to get noticed, or land a good job in the fashion industry. But ill always hope. I bet those might change over the time i have in HS - But at the moment, im really interested in those.
yeah they're "Ohio Graduation test" we need to pass all 5 to graduate, so we take 'em sophmore year and if we need to, re take them junior and/or senior year. they're such a drag >.< yeah its very LAAAME... & ah thats awesome :D :D what college do you go to? my spring break is in about 2 weeks, but the weather here is great, and thats nice enough for me!
Ah i got them for like 8 bucks :) I really have no clue, but inside the book it sais 'Larry Makans' - so im guessing thats the guy/brand. They're sooo lovely. & i havent cut my hair yet, im waiting till a week before my high schools seniors leave to chop it all off. I think im gonna do it but im sure that when that week comes, im gonna have doubts, im gonna do it myself, but im not so sure if thats a really smart idea, but then i could do what i like to it and not be afraid of it ending up weird thanks to the person who cut my hair lol...I'm doing okay - stressed :[ i have OGTs all this week. Tomorrow and friday are supposedly "the hardest" OGTs of all - science and social studies, so im nervous about that. I dont want to have to repeat taking them next year. But other than that Im Great! how are you????
I havent cut it yet, im hesitating too 'coz i love it too much :'( LOL. im afraid of how it'll look - or if it looks awful on me. Or what people will think . I wish i didn't care what other people thought -_-!! Ahh... im probably gonna be deciding yes and no untill its time to cut it! its driving me nuts. lol
